Every now and again, Jock will send me songs that I should listen to. It’s his way of telling me how he feels. It’s cute really – I kinda like it. He always seems to find the perfect song.
It all kick started with “All of Me” by John Legend. The song gave me goosebumps. It’s such a beautiful song. Jock sent it to me with the message “That’s exactly how I feel about you”. It melted my heart. We are literally the cutest couple in the world. You remember the first time we said the L-Word, right?
Music has played a big part in our relationship. I guess we all have THOSE songs that remind us of that special someone, don’t we? I’ve named some of the songs that reminded me of the guys in my past before. Things like Sick Puppies – “I Hate You” will always remind me of Big Love, for example. “Truly, Madly, Deeply” by Cascada will always remind me of the Hubby because that’s the song I walked down the aisle to.
Nine Inch Nails – “Closer” will always remind me of that very first night in the tent when we slept together for the first time. You can read more about that here – The Tale of the 24 Hour Third Date. Every time I hear that song, I get instantly turned on. It’s a sexy song anyway but when I remember the sound of the rain on the tent and the way we had steamed up the inside… Wow. That was an amazing night. I’d give anything to have that night one more time.
“Burn” by Ellie Goulding always reminds me of him now. It’s like our late-summer anthem. It makes me smile. I guess it’s just a feel good song.
The latest song he sent to me had the same sort of effect as “Closer”. This time it was Bruno Mars – “Gorilla”. I hadn’t heard the song before so I went on over to my iPad, bought up YouTube and started having a look. The song wasn’t quite what I had expected. To be fair I just assumed it was going to be another soppy number, explaining exactly how much Jock loves me. It wasn’t. Neither was the video. Watch it here to see what I mean:
It’s a damn sexy song. Jock and I do fuck like gorillas! He is my silver back gorilla. The second I heard the song, I got goosebumps. The song is perfect for us. We do fuck like gorillas. I’m banging on his chest and he’s making my body tremble. He makes me actually shudder. When was the last time you could say that you had a shuddering orgasm? One of those climaxes that makes your toes curl up and your hands tingle? Well ladies – that’s me every time with this man. He’s not the biggest guy I’ve ever had. He’s not the fittest guy or the most beautiful guy. He’s my guy and he’s perfect. We fit together so naturally and I’m instantly turned on the second I’m around him. I actually bought out my inner morning bitch for this man for the first time because he didn’t fuck me before we fell asleep.
I had awoken at 4 in the morning with the realization that we hadn’t had sex. I had gotten stoned the night before and we’d shared a couple of bottles of wine. It was lovely. I had a shower and primped and preened, ready to take our perfect night into the bedroom and we got a little too comfortable. He noticed I was falling asleep and I told him that I wanted him first. He said he would wake me up. I liked the sound of that and promptly dozed off. He didn’t wake me up. He fell asleep and at 4 in the morning when I woke up, I was fucking livid.
I sighed and huffed for a few moments and then crawled down the bed and sucked him hard. He woke up to me mounting him, right after that first moment of penetration when I’m covered in goosebumps. It felt good and I needed the release. This is what I’m like around him. I’m scared that he’ll soon lose the ability to keep up with me. I’m getting a little out of control. I rode him as he gained consciousness but after a little while, it was starting to become clear that I wasn’t going to get my happy ending. The longer I didn’t, the more frustrated I got and when he grunted into my ear “You’re gonna have to come quickly baby, I’m close”, my pissed-off-ometer reached breaking point.
“It’s not happening” I complained as I stopped what I was doing and dismounted. This poor guy was lying there shell shocked. He had been woken up by his girlfriend climbing on to a penis that she had sucked hard in his sleep for about five minutes, riding him for around five more minutes and then getting pissed off and climbing off. I don’t even think he was awake because as I got up and slept on the couch and he stayed on the bed and fell asleep, I realized that I was lying there angry and now alone. Wow I was pissed. I attempted to have a bit of a fight with him, hoping to awaken some sort of spark enough to get me off, and he was far too sleepy to get anything out of.
I didn’t really go back to sleep after that and when he got up and we were invited to breakfast by The Redneck (landlord/good buddy/work mate), I told him I wasn’t going and refused to talk to him. I didn’t get laid and I didn’t sleep. Jock got my morning grump in full force. By the time he came home, I had fallen asleep on the couch and he kissed my forehead and wrapped a blanket around me. I love him really and I wasn’t mad at him for very long after that. We fucked eventually anyway and I came damn hard after being turned on with no finale for hours. All is forgiven. And I still love the song!